自從上次我唔見左銀包之後.......我一直想買個個邙既好耐架啦 !!

但點知.....次次行親街......都無一個銀包睇得上眼...... !!

次次都係睇中自己之前買個個.......唉 !! 失望啦......諗住 !!

點知......今日......又畀我睇到一個同我之後個個一樣色......一樣花既銀包.....

只係個款唔同左 !! 哩個無咁靚......放得少D野....... !!

但WIN在方便我出去玩......因為唔使帶袋........銀包又可以放到褲袋 !!

真係好開心.......又買到自己既心頭好.......但我會好小心去保管佢 !!

我唔會畀佢唔見 !! 上次唔見左..... !! 因為有D太貴重既野係入面 !!

今次......唉....... !! 放唔得多野 !! 但我都好鍾意 !! 所以我唔會唔見佢 !!

 

點解人地成日都可以收到自己想要既野做禮物.....而家就次次都買畀自己既呢......

不過唔緊要 !! 女人靠自己先叻架 !! 哈哈哈哈哈哈哈 !!!!

其實我知自己做咩都好都唔會有後悔出現......

但永遠係感情......我就成日都話.....後悔後悔......

唔知點解......朋友仔佢......由始至終.......我都無忘記過 !!

每次見到佢.....我就會好開心.....個日我就會成日都笑得好甜......

總之個日......你叫我做咩我都肯既......當然係能力範圍內啦......

 

好似前日咁.....佢上左黎.......一返工就見到佢啦 !! 佢眼定定咁望住我......

之後好甜咁對我笑住講早晨......嘩.....你知唔知我個刻咩反應呀 ????

面紅得黎又笑得好甜囉.......哈哈 !! 開心死啦 !!

到lunch time，佢突然走過黎捉住我......又係同一個笑容.....hehe !!

佢電話響啦 !! 行開講電話......點知又突然走返轉頭同我十指緊扣 !!

之後佢講左一分鐘到啦......佢就行開左......個刻我好唔想佢走......

到差唔多放工......我去食煙啦 !! 見到佢喎.......佢當然有攬住我啦......

之後我就同Kiko傾計......之後佢又突然要攬住我.......好緊咁攬住我......

佢仲係我耳邊講.......好凍呀......真係凍死我啦 !! 咁我話......所以你攬住我取暖啦喎 !!

佢就笑囉 !! 其實都幾多同事係到架...... !! 不過大家都無嘜野啦 !!

我發覺原來自己一直無放低過佢......我只係唔俾自己去諗佢.......

當佢係朋友......我以為可以用其他人去代替佢.....點知仲未得囉 !!

或者我未遇到個個人啦........老實一句........如果朋友仔話想同返我一齊.......

你地會唔會估到個答案係咩呀 ?? 哈哈 !! 唔講你地知 !!

 

至於我同壊人.......係兩個世界既人........大家根本唔夾........

長痛不如短痛.......加上大家個心入面......都有第二個人係度.........

我地之間的確係發生左好多野.......佢d性格.....一d都唔適合我 !!

 

我既紋身......係為自己而紋.......凡事靠自己......要愛錫自己 !!

我話左紋就紋架啦嘛........所以我紋左個Ling字係腰背 !!

都幾靚下架 !! 不過紋個陣......開初好q痛架 !!

紋紋下......又無咩感覺囉 !! 又唔可以話好痛.....少少啦 !!

我諗好多人都忍到既........不過應該未必有下一次.....

紋身......試下就夠啦 !! 唔使多既......我唔會上癮既......

紋完之後......個人真係有種重新開始既感覺 !!

做咩都要你為自己先......唔好做一個蠢女人......

 

從今開始......阿LING你要記住......凡事唔好靠人....咩都要靠自己 !!

頂住呀.......唔好被任何人睇死......做一個女強人......加油 !!

 

 

我終於決定左啦.......一個諗左成6、7年既決擇.......

我終於決定到啦 !! 我今日放工就會去TST睇下邊間好......

就會將自己個大名......LING.....紋上去...... !!

個個都紋圖案.......一係就紋人地個名.......點解唔紋自己個名呢.....

我好LIKE自己個名架......普通得黎又有佢另一番風味......哈哈 !!

而家紋物哩D野.......已經唔同以為啦 !! 以前就話係壞女孩先會做既野......

而家時代唔同LU....... !! 加上我而家又學埋跳舞......我真係想改變自己 !!

我會紋係邊.....都一係般女仔會紋既地方啦......腰背....... !!

點解會揀紋自己個名 ??? 其實我覺得特別之餘.......係想自己記住......

【做咩都要靠自己，靠人無用架 !! 】

我唔會後悔自己咁做.......咩都要試下架啦 !! 係咪......痛1、2個鐘 !!

到時仲唔咩都醒哂呀 !! 哈哈 !!!

咁樣去迫自己記住哩樣野......真係幾變態 !! 哈哈 !!

 

唔知有無D好特別既圖案去襯我個名呢....... !!

我終於去左ToTo佢地成日講跳舞個間度跳舞啦 !!

原來感覺真係唔錯架 !! 跳得幾開心 !!

不過人太多，地方太細啦 !! 所以跳到成日打到Kiko隻手 !!

SORRY呀 !! 哈哈 !! 不過真係幾開心......

佢地跳個D......比起阿輝個D......差好遠 !! 當然阿輝睇住我地既LEVEL去教我地啦 !!

唔知我今次開始左跳之後......之後會點呢.....會KEEP住跳.....定......會放棄呢??

不過我都鍾意跳舞既.....應該一直跳落去架啦 !!

加上跳得多......身型都靚D呀 !! 哈哈 !!

畀心機......加油 !!!

 

而家有個新目標啦 !! 努力向前 !! 加油 !!!!!

話唔埋有機會做埋DANCER.....唔做文職TIM呀 !!

(諗得太遠TIM)

I'm with you     Avril Lavigne

 

I'm Standing on a bridge

I'm waitin in the dark

I thought that you'd be here by now

Theres nothing but the rain

No footsteps on the ground

I'm listening but theres no sound

 

Isn't anyone trying to find me ?

Won't somebody come take me home

It's a damn cold night

Trying to figure out this life

wont you take me by the hand

Take me somewhere new

I don't know who you are

But I ...I'm with you ...I'm with you

 

I'm looking for a place

searching for a face

is anybody here I know

cause nothings going right

And everything a mess

and no one likes to be alone

 

Isn't anyone trying to find me ?

Won't somebody come take me home

It's a damn cold night

Trying to figure out this life

wont you  take me by the hand

Take me somewhere new

I don't know who you are

But I.....I'm with you .......I'm with you

 

oh why is everything so confusing

maybe I'm just out of my mind

yea yea yea

 

It's a dame cold night

Trying to figure out this life

Wont you take me by the hand

take me somewhere new

I don't know who you are

But I...I'm with you...I'm with you

 

Take me by the hand

Take me somewhere new

I don't know who you are

But I ....I'm with you....I'm with you

 

Take me by the hand

take me somewhere new

I don't know who you are

But I...I'm with you....I'm with you

I'm with you......I'm with you

尋日去左玩.......玩完返到屋企......訓唔到 !!

直到今朝早......同TOTO傾電話..... !!

傾傾下.......TOTO個FRIEND搶左電話同我傾計喎 !!

問我做咩唔開心呀......又問東問西 !! 佢用一把好Q既聲音同我講野 !!

笑死我啦 !! 之後.....我話......你咁玩法.....女朋友唔話你咩......

之後佢話......你咪我女朋友囉 !! 我話....下.....幾時既事呀???

之後佢話.......2007年1月13日既7點30分......你就係我女朋友 !!

我就話啦.......2007年1月13日既7點30分01秒......我地散左 !!

之後佢扮喊咁同TOTO講.......我失戀呀 !! 我畀人飛左呀 !!

我咁大個仔未試過拍拖唔夠3秒就分手架 !! 嗚......不停係到扮喊 !!

笑死我啦 !!! 哈哈哈哈 !! 咁都好呀 !! 一早有人講笑整返自己開心D !!

 

哈哈 !! 真係笑死...... !!

不過某程度上......笑完之後......咪又係一個唔開心既開始........

 

哩一段時間......麻煩大家係夜晚既時間......畀我靜下 !!

唔好怪我夜晚唔聽電話 !! 我突然間覺得好灰......

當然唔關任何人事啦...... !! 只係我自己既問題....... !!

我生存係哩個世界上......真係有用咩 ??

我唔知前面既路應該點行......亦唔知自己將來會係點樣.....

原來我無目標.......無曈境......前路好迷茫........邊一方面都係一樣 !!

我唔知我自己俾你地既感覺係咩.......其實如果無左我哩個人......

係咪對於你地黎講......有同無都無咩分別 ??

如果萬一有咩事......除左我屋企人之外.......唔知有無會人為我流一滴眼淚 ???

(唔好嚇親 !! 我打個比如啫 !!)

我哩段時間突然間覺得好亂 !! 好想自己一個 !! 好想靜下 !!

 

有咩意見......不妨留低意見 !! 好唔好都唔介意 !!

咩事都應該向好個方面諗嘛 !! 係咪 ???

 

其實我都唔知而家自己面前條路應該要點行...... !!

公司宣布話2月頭出雙糧......之後到新年逗利是.....再出團 !!

一諗起就覺得個銀行戶口又開始再肥d啦 !!

 

但之後......我應該要點做呢 ???? 我阿姐話......今年叫我做好o的......

下一年.......我好有機會升上AS.......係咪真架 ???

咁我應該要向邊一方面努力好...... !!

 

而家感情方面......亦都係非常迷茫 !!

好多識我既人都知我對感情一向都好認真....... !!

其實我係咪需要改變我對戀愛既態度 ????

而家既我.......對佢......好似有十萬個問號咁 !!

唔咁去相信......亦逃避緊好多問題 !! 唉 !!  算啦 !!

 

健康......我黎緊哩年....我要努力去keep好個身體 !!

哩一年......我實在係太多病痛......亦知道個身體......越黎越差.......

要努力keep好身體至得啦.......

 

講住咁多先啦...... !! 有機會再講 !!