哩排d天氣真係凍左好呀 ~~ 真係開始有冬天既感覺啦 !!!!

就因為咁......太凍了 ~~ 朝早唔想起身 ~~ 攪到哩排係咁遲到 !!! shit ~~

 

哩排都無咩特別野發生呀 ~~ 又係返工放工咁啦 !!

但而家每日放工......我都好想返屋企 ~~ 返到屋企 , 就好想跳上將床度 !! so warm ~~

一係就係咁對住部電腦......一係就睇電視......個人都幾dry下......不過都幾舒服呀 ~~

 

28號，阿Yat結婚呀 !! 我同佢都唔熟，係玩既時間見過幾次，大家係同事咁囉 !!

所以佢無請我 !! 不過我都要祝佢幸福快樂，開開心心，連生貴子，白頭到老 ~~

不過講真呀......我真係幾怕收到爆彈架 !! 唔係因為錢既問題......而係因為...... ~~

上一次阿輝結婚 ~ 我本來懷住好開心既心情去飲架.....當見到佢地好SWEET既相 , MV......

真係好溫馨呀 ~~ SO SWEET !!!! 之後我就忍唔住喊啦 !! 原因......一切盡在不言中...... !!

 

早排，我睇到個朋友既SPACE , 佢所講既野...... ~ 我完全新到哂 !!

MY FRIEND : 其實我真係明白架 !! 只係.....我唔願行出第一步 !! 苦了......應該要停落黎 !!

                       我曾經想過要停落黎...... ~ 因為真係好苦......但係......我仍想繼續落去...... ~ ~

                       多謝你 !! 我真的真的多謝你 !!!!!

 

早排Shirley出團去左澳洲 ~ 佢買左好多手信 ~ 而佢就畀左一包糖畀我同Catherine , 又係好好食 !!

 

 

暫時講住咁多先啦 ~~

今日，收到子揚一份好有心機整既禮物 ~ 係一個mv ~~ haha !!

我知你好俾心機去整......我好開心呀 !! 所以我將條link放係個space度......

同大家分享下啦 ~~ kakakakakak

http://hk.youtube.com/watch?v=YrEfRH-C3VE 

 

 其實我睇完之後，我發現......我係會更愛我所愛既人......但最愛個個 ~ 會係我自己 !!!

不過我真係好鍾意哩個MV , 但如果首歌係我鍾意既歌 , 我會更加開心 ~~

 

我知你仲整緊另鯡一個MV畀我 ~~ 多謝你呀 ~~

但你記得溫書呀  ~~  因為你要考試呢...... !! KAKA !! 加油呀 !! 

 

早排 , 收到阿千送給我的歐洲手信 ~ 比利時朱古力 ~~ 勁好食呀 !! 正

近排，真係回想起好多以前曾經做過既瘀事 ~~~~~ 係諗返係由細到大既瘀事 ~~~~~

有種感覺 ~ 就係好想搵洞哩 !!!! 真係唔明，點解我會做出咁多哩d咁既事呢....... ??

其實哩d野都過左去囉 !! 以後做親咩都諗清楚咪得囉 ~~ 係咪 ??? (哩句說話我成日同自己講架 ~)

但係.......到最後，當自己一諗返，就會覺得好醜......唔知點面對人...... ~~ (但其實可能人地已經忘記左!!)

我有多時同自己講 ~ 放個黑盒係個心度，將自己d唔開心、瘀事......放哂落去 !! 之後合埋蓋 !! 就唔好諗...

但我就係當我唔開心既時間，成日都打開個盒，將所有野拎哂出黎 ~ 變成好灰好灰 ~~~~~

唉 ~~ 希望自己之後既日子，做野既時間會諗清諗楚 ~~ 唔好再俾自己有唔開心、瘀既感覺 ~~~

 

子揚話佢會整一樣野畀我......我睇完會更加愛我所愛緊既人 ~~ 我當然愛我家人、所以朋友......包括 "佢" ~~

我有種感覺，我睇完佢整既野......我會覺得好sweet、好touching ~~ 所以我對佢所整畀我既第一份禮物 ~ 好期待.....

其實我識左子揚之後，個人都比之前開心左，因為佢好攪笑，識得tum人開心 ~ 所以我每日都會同佢傾計架 !!

呀......如果我睇完你送畀我既禮物......而我而更加愛 "佢"......咁我咪慘囉 ~~ 呵呵 !! 無他既......或者我會有另一個想法呢......

雖然個一晚，同佢慶祝生日既個一晚......我係好開心 ~ 而亦都係同返佢一齊之後最開心既一晚 ~

個晚我地只係食飯、行公園、(擦)禮物、食糖水 ~ 但我地真係似返一對真係拍緊拖既戀人 ~ 我鐘意哩種感覺 ~

但之後，我又再一次失落......哩種咁既關係......可以維持幾耐 ?? 幾時會完 ?? 我最怕完既個一刻好快到 ~ ~

其實而家既我......對佢無哂信心 ~ 對住佢......真係成日疑神疑鬼......好怕佢呃我...... ~ ~

不過，算啦 ~ ~ 當係回憶都好呀 ~ ~ ~ (我d朋友話我.....我同返佢一齊之後，個心無平衡既中間位......!!)

係咩 ?? 心情大起大跌囉 ~~ 一係好開心、一係好唔開心 ~~ 我諗緊.....成日見我咁既樣人....會係邊個 !! 咪就係你囉 !!

 

哩排就快到聖誕啦 ~~ 開始忙啦 ~~ 每日返工都估做做做啦 ~~ 聖誕未完......已經要做新年既野啦 ~~

oh !! 又要出單張、價目表......嘩 ~~ 救命呀 ~~ 唔好咁快畀我住呀 ~~ 我唔想面對哩d咁既野住呀 X~X.......

聽日就係MAN MAN既生日啦 !! 我而家係到祝你生日快樂先...... !!

HAHA !!

 

 

岩岩有個朋友d牙壞左要剝......之後佢三番四次叫我去洗牙...... !!

咁我當然當聽完就算啦 !! 點知......近排飲凍野......oh....d牙好痺呀 !! 嗚.......

之後......下面個排最入個個位.....仲開始痛......我懷疑係出智慧齒...... !!

之後我就係到問人.....一個成人應該有幾多隻牙 ?? 有人話32，亦都有人話28 !!

咁邊個岩呢........咁我就上網check啦 !! oh.....應有係 28隻正常既牙齒再加同4隻智慧齒 !!

咁我就係到數自己有幾多隻啦 !! 下面有15 !! 上面有14 !! 咁既......oh......原來我已經出左一隻架啦 !!

而家咁既又痺又痛 !! 我應該係出智慧齒啦 !! oh......加上我哩個朋友又係咁叫我check !! 好啦...... !!

 

咁我叫我爸爸幫我預約屋企樓下個個牙醫啦 !! (都唔係靚仔牙醫黎既......不過好細心 !!)

去到......佢問我....你想check咩呀 ?? 我話我想洗牙，然後再check下d牙仔 !! 我想知自己係咪出智慧齒 !!

佢幫我check下係咪出牙仔先......CFM係啦 !! 因為佢用野幫我按.....有硬野.....可能因為佢個位生得唔係太好 !!

所以我會覺得痛 !! 佢話可以幫我用X-RAY check下佢有無走位...... !! 咁就幫我check下啦 !!

個個片未出......我當然係進行洗牙哩個過程啦 !! 佢話我比較多牙石......同埋擦牙方法錯誤同大力左d !!

洗牙d聲......超恐怖 !! 其實洗牙係唔痛既...... !! 但如果你d牙同牙肉唔好......就會超級痺，好酸軟 !!!!!!!!!!

我就係咁啦 !! 真係好辛苦 !! 洗完之後，d牙好似唔係自己既咁 !! 唉........ !!

之後醫生係教我點樣擦牙......而家我又牙肉敏感 !! 佢就俾左—牙刷、敏感牙膏、牙線、一枝x利(胎)我 !!

佢再畀張X光片我睇......我真係出痛牙仔呀 !! 哈哈.......佢話我隻牙腳同條神經線個個位睇唔清楚係咪痴住 !!

係就大件事啦......如果我好痛.....要搵人剝牙......好可能會整到條神經線.....從面下唇永久麻痺 !!

佢話200個得一兩個會咁 !! 我好有可能會係 !! 因為其他人個D X光片好清晰睇到 !! 而我就好蒙 !!

佢叫我唔好理佢.....等佢自己自然地慢慢等佢生出黎 !! 如果真係太痛......佢會轉介我去醫院做手術 !!

 

唉......點解要畀我知咁多野呢......點解人要生智慧齒呢...... !! 我生第一隻無事......點解第二隻有事呢......

其實而家都未知係咪有事架......等遲D睇下點先啦 !! 唉......牙痛......真係好辛苦呀 !! 嗚........

 

你有咩生日願望呀 ?? 我希望你咩都順順利利 !! 想要咩有咩 !! 每日都開開心心 !!

我送畀件褸鐘唔鐘意先 ...... ?? 好岩身呀 !! very good !! 我發覺次次送畀你既野.....都好岩既 !!

今次實在係太急啦 !! 我整唔切蛋糕 !! 下年呀 !! 下年我會整個靚靚既 , 你自己都叫我下年送架 !!

到時你唔好唔食......俾返我呀 !! (可惜......都唔知捱唔捱到下年.....哈哈 !!)

 

今日我同佢出去食飯......慶祝佢生日 !! 哈哈 !! 當然係佢俾錢啦 !! 我地去左燒鳥亭食燒物 !!

佢話帶我去食日本野......仲要係燒既......我心想....我成日同eileen , bella同catherine去食架喎 !!

唔知佢會帶我去邊間呢......點知都係一樣 !! 燒鳥亭 !! 唔同在....我同bella佢地去既係跑馬地個間 !!

而我同佢去食個間係天后 !! 都係一樣既......哈哈 !! 我地食左都唔係好多野啫 !! 埋單成400喎 !!

oh ......之後我地去食糖水......但因為太飽......我地去左行公園先...... !! 行左半個鐘到 !! 我地坐底 !!

佢試件褸畀我睇 !! 咩褸 ?? 我係Club Monaco買既.....(我之前已經問過下我既朋友識唔識哩個牌子 !! 哈哈!!)

我同阿五月行過，見到佢好型好靚 !! 就走左入去睇啦 !! 其實件褸幾貴架 !! HK$2XXX !! 但我知佢著一定好好睇 !!

我就買左啦 !! 佢著左之後我有影相呀 !! 哈哈 !! 又真係幾型下喎 !! HAHA !!!! 相......我當然唔會POST出黎啦 !!

行完公園試完衫......我地就去左食糖水 !! SO SWEET呀 !! 之後......咪返屋企囉 !! 哈哈

 

雖然唔係好耐 !! 但我都開心死啦 !! 因為......開心囉 !! 我同佢一齊返之後，今晚係最最最開心既一晚 !!

BYBEYE

尋日同Kiko行名店，P.P.咪好多名店既......又LV，又GUCCI，又DIOR.......真係好多 !!

我一路行......一路行，一路有野睇岩 !! 特別係LV，我睇中左一條BELT同電話繩......!!

咁我又係GUCCI睇中一隻錶...... !! 唉...... !! 如果我係一個富婆......你話幾好呢...... !!

可能我已經咩都買哂啦 !! 唉......LV BELT HK$3250，電話繩 HK$2100，GUCCI錶 HK$14500 !!

哈哈哈哈哈.......我以後都係唔去哩D咁既地方行街啦 !! 成日得個睇字......好無引呢.....

我幾時先可以.....買名牌.....等如好似平時行街買野咁呢......我真係好想自己有哩一日 !!

 

尋晚，我夢見自己周身病痛 !! 仲有埋......絕症 !! 個人好唔舒服 !! 好辛苦......嗚 !!

受病魔既折磨......好辛苦......我喊醒左 !! 真係好慘架 !! 之後再訓返...... !! 仲衰......

我夢見自己病死左 !! 我既靈魂要去哂我所去過既地方......回想一番再投胎 !!

OH NO !! 我既朋友.....同事......上司......朋友仔等......無一個人為我流眼淚 !!

個個都好似無野發生咁.....好開心 !! 當然我屋企人唔同啦 !! 佢地喊到......OH !! 諗起都心酸呀 !!

但......點解我夢見既佢地.....個個都咁既......其實我係咪一個可有可無既人呢 ??

(可能因為我睇完 21:35個套電視劇......晶晶死左.....所以夢見D咁既野啦 !!)

 

我哩排成日都聽住"愛我別走"哩首歌 !! 好聽呀 !! 我仲做埋MORNING CALL鈴聲TIM !!

真係好好聽呀 !! GOOD !! THANKS FOR CHI YEUNG SENT IT TO ME !! THANKS A LOT !!

早前已經知道哥哥屋企隻黑貓貓有事架啦 !! 點知....哥哥去泰國前......佢已經唔係啦 !!

我知道哥哥唔開心......佢係SPACE度都有打出黎......話哂都十幾年感情......一下子無左....

真係會好唔開心 !! 我都因為咁......忍唔住喊左出黎 !! 我見哥哥SPACE有個叫BILLY既人留言......

咁我又係去下啦......我估係佢岩岩由美國返黎既細佬 !! BINGO......中左 !!

咁我睇下佢個SPACE啦......SO TOUCHING !! 我又忍唔住喊啦 !! 嗚......一晚要人喊幾次架 !!

其實係我自己眼淺加感情豐富啫 !! 之後當然同佢做下朋友啦 !!

 

我睇佢個SPACE , 我估佢都鍾意影相既...... !! 我睇到一張相.....影得好靚 !! 我好鍾意呀 !!

所以我POST左出黎 !! (BILLY......希望你唔好介意啦 !!)

哥哥都好鍾意影相架 !! 哈哈......果然係兩兄弟呀 !! 哈哈 !!

仲有呀 !! 佢地兩個好似樣架 !! 一睇就知佢地係親兄弟啦 !!

BILLY , 如果你係85年出世既......你就叫我家姐啦 !! KAKAKA !!!!

 

P.S. : 我希望你地可以快D無事.....快D開心返 !! 得閒一齊出黎玩呀 !!

 

我近排有一首舊歌好想要呀 !! 張震嶽既---愛我別走 !! 估下有無人可以幫到我 ??  X_x......

......哩個月，交左幾個月保費、要買4份禮物(朋友仔份禮物我已經......x_X)、又買褲、衫、鞋......

唉呀 !! 好窮呀 !! 哩個星期仲係咁出去食飯 !! ....真係呀.....阿Ling...你唔好咁大使啦 !!

我買左咩褲、衫、鞋...... ?? 我買左件皮褸、一條牛仔褲同一對Jack-Parcell既米白色波鞋 !!

哩對鞋我想買好耐啦 !! 咁岩撞正我屋企樓下個商場裝修完有特價 !! 都係hk$255咋 !! 哈哈 !!

 

星期六同KIKO行街......我咪有一隻好似濟環既耳環爛左既......我要買返隻個心先舒服D !!

點知去到一間SHOP，睇D耳環啦 !! 但佢得D大隻D既濟環 !! 細隻既無....都想走架啦 !!

點知我睇睇下一隻.....唔小心將佢掉左落地下.....仲要係櫃底.....唉 !! 我又唔好意思唔買野走喎 !!

所以咪買左隻做耳環囉 !! 點知隻野都幾粗下......唉......難為了我的耳洞呀 !!! 而家有少少痛啦 !!

 

咩都唔緊要啦......下個月出團搵多d !! 之後又好快到新年 !! 我知我搵到既....(希望) !!

我聖誕q左去邊 ?? 當然係自己條線......馬星啦 !! MSD05-EDT !! 識嘆呀 !! 希望順順利利啦 !!

 

死啦......我完到而家......條腰都仲有D痛痛地......而家用緊撒隆適藥膏布.....舒服左少少啦 !!

但KEEP住貼都唔係辦法架嘛 !! 唉........... !!! 真係辛苦呀 !! 人越老越多病痛 !! 哈哈哈哈 !!

 

無咩心機打個SPACE TIM !! 下次再打吧.......BYEBYE

尋晚同一個朋友傾開計...... !! 講講下講到感情問題 !!

我講完個CASE畀佢聽......佢既結論係......你鐘意佢多過佢鐘意你....... !!

其實聽到哩一句......個心真係唔多開心 !! 就係哩一個POINT......我好多時都好千就佢 !!

佢講過既任何令我唔開心既野、佢做錯既事......我就啞忍 !! 收埋收埋 !! 對住佢.....我永遠好似好開心咁 !!

相反......佢唔會理我係咪真係開心......都係佢鍾意做咩就做咩...... !! 唉....... !!

 

講完我既問題 !! 到我反問返佢啦 !! 點知，佢.....佢都係一樣 !!

同一個女仔離離合合 !! 咩事.....咁我唔講啦 !! SAME AS ME THAT 你鐘意佢多過佢鐘意你 !!

 

見佢個SPACE打左一句......一個願打一個願挨 !!

其實哩個世界仲有無哩D人呢 ?? 但我相信我同佢都係願挨個個 !!

但有無可能調返轉.....我地做打人個個....而我地有一個願畀我地打既人呢 ?? 希望快D搵到 !!

 

喊包.......佢之後有打返電話畀我 !! 但佢無扮傻 !! 佢話....... !!

我地係MSN講呀 !! 好無 !! KAKAKA !!

 

尋晚，同阿MAY行CB......因為我想睇下有咩野買畀佢做生日禮物 !!

咁阿MAY可以拎埋佢幫我買個枝潤唇膏畀我......同佢行左好耐......我睇岩既野.....竟然要萬多元 !! OH NO !!

其次再睇......都要5000到 !! 太貴啦 !! 佢根本唔值我買咁貴既野畀佢既 !!

之後......我地又去返時代廣場......買一樣我地之前行過見到OK既野......再細睇.....真係覺得好靚好型 !!

我忍唔住.....買了 !! 又豪一次啦.....佢份生日禮物 !! 幾多錢 ?? 唔好講啦 !! 因為講左...你地會鬧我既 !!

老實呀......我不嬲對於男朋友既生日禮物......我都唔會就住就住....咁當然要睇下自己有幾多銀兩啦 !!

今次......因為可能我仲有少少嬲佢啦 !! 所以我無咁闊綽 !! 但哩份禮物......哈哈....都係唔好提啦 !!

希望佢會鍾意啦 !! 係香港應該用唔著架啦 !! 總之佢去D凍既地方.....用得著就得啦 !! 希望你會鍾意!!

 

今日會同Kiko去行街 !! 佢都要買生日禮物俾朋友呀 !! 我陪你睇下啦 !! hehe !!

而我又想買頸巾......可以襯衫嘛 !! 之後我地想約去食日本野...... !! 一諗起就開心啦 !! CU.......

Last Thing  (歌名)

I'll stay away
Dont have to face this
It's my mistake
And no one's business

I'm trying not to want to hurt him
Trying not to start this up again

He's in my way
And no surprises
It's been all day
Somehow survived it

So I'm trying not to want to hurt him
Trying not to start this up again

Chorus:
It's the last thing that I need right now
Someone to bring me down
I've got a rule that I have made up
now he moved out
No way, no boys allowed
And there's a reason why I keep my distance
Don't think you're gonna understand
This is the last thing that I need right now

No need to stay
My choice, i made it
I keep away
Don't have to take it

'Cause I'm trying not to want to hurt him
Trying not to start this up again

(Chorus)

Don't need a boyfriend
Not one like him
Don't wanna be the foolish girl I was
And end up worse again
You can say it's from me
I'll be keeping away
Don't wanna be the same foolish girl again

I'll stay away
Don't have to face this
It's my mistake
And no one's business

but I am trying not to want to hurt him
Trying not to start this up again

我前排係msn識左個朋友 !! 名子揚..... !! 佢好好人呀 !! 點解 ??

你地有無發覺......我個space有歌仔聽呀 ?? 其實我想整歌仔好耐架啦 !!

但我唔識整 !! so poor......但子揚佢幫我解決左哩個疑難 !! GOOD GOOD GOOD !!!

哈哈 !! 仲有呀 !! 我想要既歌，佢全部幫我DOWNLOAD哂.....哇哈哈 !! 勁GOOD呀 !!

佢係我既LOAD歌好幫手......以後我要既歌仔......全部都要靠你啦 !!

(佢話......佢幫我開左一個FILE......FILE名叫 "幫阿LING DOWNLOAD既歌" !!)

 哈哈 !! 都好呀 !! 我都想知我會搵佢DOWNLOAD幾多首歌 !! KAKAKAKA !!

 

本來今晚DATE左阿千同阿MAY去阿桃到飲野......而我又可以拎阿桃既RESUME畀佢 !!

好可惜......阿MAY病了 !! 佢發燒呀 !! 希望佢快D好返啦 !! 身體緊要呀 !!

其實我哩排都好夜訓 !! SO......今晚可以早一點訓呢...... !! KAKA !!

仲有呀 !! 哩段時間 !! 我成日都去九龍城食泰國野...... !!

可能食得多辣野......所以呢......個額頭生左幾粒青春豆 !! OH NO !! 要飲多D水同訓多D啦 !!

 

早一陣子，我成日都唔開心 !! 但而家都算係睇開左囉 !! 無咁唔開心 !!

但我就成日都十五十六......咩野 ??? 都係個D啦 !! 想做又唔想做咁......(唔係講份工呀 !!)

當我想做個陣，佢又對我好似好好咁喎 !! 頂......不過自己鐘意......無法啦 !!

佢就快生日啦 !! 係個心入面都已經有左少少既IDEA......星期六同Kiko去睇下先 !!

希望實用啦 !! (其實我係想買一樣佢成日都會用到既野 !! 可以諗起我嘛 !!)

等如佢送鏈同RayBan一樣......佢話.....你戴住個陣要諗起我 !! 我都想佢會一樣 !!

 

好啦 !! 做野lu...... !! 哩排時忙時閒咁啦 !! 唉......快d到旺季就好啦 !! (聖誕去馬星呀 !! kaka)

 

 

 

我地去左食泰國菜......味道都ok啦 !! 不過我下次想食第二間......hehe !!

食左咩 ?? 有冬陰功、生蝦、雞心、雞(申)、炸蝦餅、咖哩蟹、蒜蓉包、蝦醬炒通菜、芒果(law)米飯。

都幾飽下架....... !! 咁多野...都係380蚊 !! ok呀 !! 抵食呀 !! hehe

 

之後我地就係到搵野飲......行黎行去.....都唔知自己想去邊......之後當然打電話問Catherine啦 !! (佢係個度大架)

佢就叫我地去九龍城廣場飲啦 !! 咁我地就去左入面既仙x岩飲野......但人地收10點囉 !! 我地去到都9:15啦 !!

唔緊要......坐一陣啦 !! 傾下計都好啦 !! 佢地好衰呀 !! 笑人講野快......耶....... !! 飲完野.....阿青就call車返屋企啦 !!

佢當然要CALL車啦 !! 佢男友送左好大束花畀佢嘛 !! (好靚架 !! 係藍色(屈)金香 !! 或者係我鍾意藍色既花啦 !! HEHE )

 

咁我同Karman陪佢等車啦 !! 咁當時call車個個人話......車牌no : 3788，10分鐘到 !! 咁10分鐘啫嘛 !!

咁當然陪阿青等埋先啦 !! 點知10分鐘都無車到......阿青再call個個call台啦 !! 咁佢就話好快到 !! 話而家係吉之島......

5分鐘之後.....我地見到架車.....3788到 !! 咁我同Karman叫佢快d上車....... !! 咁我地當然返屋企啦 !!

Karman陪我等埋車先走....(Karman，你好好人呀 !! ).....其實我都係坐去TW or KF再轉車返屋企......哩個地方都幾麻煩下 !!

咁我上左車無耐......阿青打畀我.....佢話...佢上錯左車 !! 佢話佢CALL個架車個的士佬岩岩打畀佢......問佢係邊.....

個時佢都上左車啦 !! 原來上錯車 !! 咁可以點呢 ?? 因為大家個NO係一樣.....3788....錯了 !! 真係白白浪費左D時間呀 !! 又要無折喎 !!

下次CALL車，記得問埋NO.前面個兩個英文字母呀 !! 不過今次真係咁岩咁橋呀 !!

 

不過......SO FAR成晚都好開心 !! 仲學識一種病.......味精毒 !! 食完D重味精既野....個人真係會好攰架 @@ 哈哈

今次都有相架......少少地幾張 !! 遲D POST畀你地睇啦 !!

 

Way Back Into Love  ( Music and Lyrics )

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night

I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

尋日，落街睇下有無d咩戲好睇......係屋企成日訓好悶架嘛 !!

咁就租左隻我之前已經想睇既 "lum"歌有情人 返屋企睇啦 !!

都ok喎 !! 唔知係套戲入面.....有個女歌星叫Cora......佢唱既歌係咪可以搵到呢 ??

幾好聽架 !!  "WAY BACK INTO LOVE" !! 真係唔錯......

 

我哩兩日大部份時間都係合埋對眼架 !! 哈哈......真係好好訓 !!

但我感覺到自己好返好多 !! 由其係個鼻呀 !! 日日包好多好多既雲吞 !!

而家無咩啦 !! 把聲已經無咁沙...... good good呀 !! 但係條腰仲有少少唔舒服啦 !!

其個西醫話我......"你腰痛可能因為感冒菌影響......!!" ，早知我一早睇左西醫先.....

無啦啦睇左兩次跌打......哂錢呀 !! 哈哈哈哈...... !! 唔衰過唔知衰既......

 

聽日就係阿青生日啦 !! 後日就同佢with Karman食飯 !! 食咩好呢 ???

我尋晚竟然夢見我地三個出去食飯......我同Karman仲要鬧交......但唔知鬧咩交喎......

哈哈哈哈......好白痴呀......哈哈哈哈......阿青......其實你有無d咩想食呀 ????

今日早起身，覺得好凍呀 !! 出面......其實係好哂既......點解我會凍都打冷震 !!

仲要係起身無哂力......好攰咁 !! 唔食藥都仲好d呀 !! 一食左d西藥呢......個人散哂啦 !!

但我要快d好返......星期二同阿青慶祝生日 !! 之後星期三同企高、Catherine去食泰國野 !!

星期六仲要同企高食日本野架 !! 我要快d好返 !! 唔係點去街街呢......係咪 ??

 

尋晚，我突然好激動......足足喊左三個鐘頭......做咩係咁喊......我唔知呀 ! 失控掛......

其實我係公司、出街......只要見到有人既地方......我就無哂事 !! 但當自己一個個陣......

我就會失去控制......喊哩個動作......已經變左一個必然要做既事......周圍搵野抓呀......等等 !!

因為訓得唔好......個病一直都唔好......返工個妝又唔上......眼圈表露無為......樣衰......

而家唔鐘意自己一個人 !! 只要有人......我就可以好冷靜 !! 變態呀.......哈哈哈哈 !!

 

其好多人唔開心既時候都係咁架啦 !! 我只係講得恐怖左 !! HEHE !!

又係時候去訓教啦 !! D藥發啦 !! BYEBYE

 

前兩日睇完跌打......以為好d......點知今日.....又痛過 !! 嗚......

你到底係咪黃綠醫生黎架 !! 唔得既...... !!

之後我同左bella姐講......佢就叫我睇西醫 !! 哩d睇西醫都ok架 !!

咁佢話有時食西醫都好好架 !! 所以我一陣就會去睇醫生 !!

 

今個月好窮呀 !! 有好多人生日，自己又病埋 !! 你話點先...... !!

阿Ling，你要快d好返......唔好再睇醫生啦 !! 你好窮架啦 !! (自己係到笑......嘩哈哈哈哈 !!)

 

之後星期六、日都放假......放假做咩好......當然係休息啦 !!

好好enjoy哩個兩日假期.......

 

我真係要好好咁enjoy哩兩日......唔可以畀自己諗野......好好咁去休息 !! 哩排諗得太多啦 !!

真係要好好好咁休息下......

而家已經係20:40啦 ~~ 我仲係公司 !! 岩岩做完野啦 !! 見得閒......咪打埋SPACE先走啦 !!

我哩排病得好幾勁下架 !! 又咳又重感冒 !! 不過應該好快無事 !!

 

其實我哩排唔多開心架 !! 因為我知道左一個秘密 !! 我唔可以講出黎 !!

我知你同我講，都係想我好，唔好再沉迷，想我抽身 !! 如果唔係.....你都唔會同我講啦 !!

但係......我暫時做唔到 !! 有人話......愛情永遠令人無哂理智 !! 當然要睇下個個係咩人啦 !!

我對住佢，我真係失左理智 !! 我聽到個一刻，我係好嬲 !! 亦都唔想同佢講野 !! 好憎佢 !!

但係一見到佢，我就心都軟哂...... !! 咩火都發唔出 !! 我都唔知點解.....自己會咁 !!

而我仲自我幫佢諗左好多藉口 !! 或者我想自己過得好一點......開心一點 !!

愛情令人盲目 !! 我已經盲左囉 !! 哈哈 !! 一諗起就覺得自己白痴 !!

 

不過算啦 !! 我暫時會將哩樣野收埋係心底...... !! 我當咩都無聽過 !!

其實我有諗過去話佢......但如果我咁做，只會換黎大家見面尷尬......我唔想咁樣 !!

點解我唔選擇分手 ?? 我唔識講 !! 都係個句啦 !! 因為一個愛字......佢所做錯既我都可以原諒 !!

你地一定覺得我好蠢好傻 !! 仲係到浪費時間同青春 !! 由我啦 !! 到適當時候 !! 會有一明確既路出現 !!

 

好啦 !! 返屋企啦 !! 肚餓LU !! BYEBYE

2號個晚......佢地係Bar One攪左個小型Birthday Party......話小型都有60人呀 !! 勁呀 !!

個晚呀......好唔好玩 ?? 都ok架 !! 咪又係個個飲酒.....唱歌加跳舞......就係咁囉 !!

當然又係唔少得Lousi Kwai大跳熱身舞啦 !! (其實次次都係咁......關公子......你悶唔悶架 ??)

之後，就成班人開開心心咁過左個Party啦 !! 我個晚唔係好舒服......飲左好少 !!

都係同佢地玩下、攬下......跳下舞咁 !! 當然......唔係你地所諗既咁隨便啦 !!

總之都開心啦 !! hehe !! 仲見到好多好耐無見既朋友tim...... !!

 

不過我自己本身唔舒服 !! 再咁樣玩左一晚......我就病上加病啦 !! 而家重感冒 !!

又wing喎 !! 唉呀...... !! 咁我返工個時，上唔到妝......個眼圈勁現囉 !! 好樣衰 !!

所以......尋日返工我帶超啦 !! 個個問我做咩......我都話無呀 !! 眼腫、痛咁 !!

好多人估我喊......笑死 !! 哈哈 !! 但就收到一副新既太陽眼鏡啦 !! 點解.......

哈哈 !! 畀人話我副眼鏡dirty......睇唔過眼......所以送畀我既...... !! RayBen黎架 !!

多謝您 !! 我好鍾意...... !! 雖然你用過......但都好新呀 !! 我真係好鐘意 !!

 

唔打啦 !! 好攰......食左藥 !! byebye......遲d post佢地生日d相出黎畀你地啦 !! 但唔知齊唔齊呢.....